June 27, 2009

tristesse ….

my sweet readers, it is with lots of emotion I am writing this post …My beloved father passed away yesterday … I was supposed to watch over him for the entire day but his soul flew away a few minutes before I arrived …

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I know He is in a better place now, surrounded by people who love him. He is free and in peace. no more suffering. no more tears. I feel so blessed I have had the opportunity to spend time with him during the past months and especially the past week and days …  as I spent either the day or the night with him during this period, daily, talking, reading to him or just cuddling him… I know he felt my love and this is such a relief.

we have many things to arrange here, in the south then we will travel to Normandie, the place he belongs to, for a second ceremony…and to give him the best company ever :  his parents.

please pray for him …. and for JP’s  mother  too.  We lost her some month ago too, and she is in our mind constantly …

I will be back on thursday. Hopefully. I apologize for not being very “present” lately but you now know why … you all have to know you have been very helpful to me … you have no idea. take care. sabine.

 

papa tu me manques tellement. tu seras toujours présent pour moi. je t’aime.

52 commentaires:

ticklishfromadistance said...

You and your family are in my heart, Sabine. Sending you hugs and kisses and prayers.
xoxoxox g.

Deirdre of Kitchen Stories said...

My deepest sympathies Sabine. I wish you all of the strength to deal with this. I'm so sorry.

Kelley at My Island Wedding said...

Oh my God..., I'm so sorry. I had no idea you were going through this, ...

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family right now.

Travel safely and I look forward to hearing from you again soon.
-Kelley

Bunny, THE PARIS HOUSE said...

I am sending my deepest symphathies to you and your family. Please take comfort in your memories and carry them with you forever.
xoxo
Bunny

shoppingsmycardio said...

oh, my dear...i'm so very sorry. my heart just goes out to you. it's clear you and your father had a very special bond...i know how much that must have meant to him, and to you.

you're in my thoughts, ma cher amie.

lesley said...

oh my, i am sending you lots of strength and thoughts at such a hard time. i am so sorry for your loss, and so glad for you to have spent such meaningful time with your father recently. you will always cherish those memories...
-lesley

The Wanderers' Daughter said...

Sabine, I am so, so sad for you. It is so difficult to lose a parent...and it sounds like there have been two losses in your family recently. This is a lot to handle. Sending hugs and deepest sympathies. THe best thing you could have done was to give him so much love in the last days. That's as it should be. OOXX

lapetitevie said...

So sorry for you and your family. Take care of yourself and know that you have lots of love being sent to you from all over the world.

Southern Girl said...

I am so sorry to hear that. My deepest sympathies go out to you and your family.

{kara} said...

oh I am so sorry Sabine. I am so glad you were able to spend time with him before he passed. I will keep you and your family in your prayers. You are in my thoughts.
sending you hugs..
love kara

andrea creates said...

I'm so sorry...my thougths and prayers are with you at this difficult time.

pranksygang said...

my god !! this is hard thing for u dear!!... god bless u !!

Black Daffodil Films said...

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family....I know your father is so precious to you!

Lindsey

Pixel Wild Child said...

I'm so sorry Sabine you are passing through such a difficult moment... words in these situations don't come easy to me... a lot of kisses and a hug for you my friend

My name is PJ. said...

Oh Sabine, I am so very sorry! You will all be in my prayers.
{{hug}}

à la parisienne said...

Sabine,
I am so sorry to hear about your father passing on. It sounds like you were blessed to have the opportunity to spend many tender moments with him throughout his last days. When my mother's mom passed away this past March, I bought her a small journal for her to write down all of her memories about her. By writing these memories down, she will be able to share fond memories of her own mother with me and my daughter. Perhaps you could do the same. It may help comfort your hurting heart as well.

caroline joy said...

I am so sorry for your loss. May he rest in peace.

kalé primitifs jewelry said...
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kalé primitifs jewelry said...

oh sabine,
i am sending you calming happy thoughts at this sad time.
much peace to you and your family,
~k

Kristin said...

I am so so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Sunshine said...

Sweet Sabine, I know that there are no words that can be said to make the pain lessen. Just know that all of us here in the blogosphere are feeling for you and that we love you. The hubby sends his deepest condolences as well.

Bonjour Madame said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for your father and your family.

Rodney said...

I am so sorry. We will pray for you and your family. Be careful and travel safely.

this, that and the other.... said...

My dearest Sabine, I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you with lots of love and compassion. If I were there with you I would like to hug you and hold you, poor child.
Love and prayers,
Karen

DolceDreams said...

My heart goes out to you and your family. I see your father surrounded by angels. I will pray for you for peace and healing.
Nathalie

Alicia said...

My condolenscences Sabine to you & your loved ones.
Prayers of peace for you all.
My little Hailey says that she will ask Shadow her dog that died to visit him in heaven when she talks to him at bedtime.

Kellie ~ Ada and Darcy said...

Terribly sorry for your loss Sabine. x

Estelle said...

Dear Sabine,

I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my heart and prayers.

xoxo

love and youth said...

my deepest sympathies and im so sorry for you xx

down and out chic said...

oh my gosh sabine, i had no idea any of this was going on.
my heart goes out to you and your family. i think i'll just e-mail you so my comment isn't ridiculously long.

Simply Mel said...

Dear Sweet Sabine,
I'm so sorry for you and your loss. I know you are heartbroken and no words ever seem adequate enough during times such as these. Your father was blessed to have such a wonderful daughter like you, and there is no doubt he cherished every last moment you spent with him. May memories of your beloved father comfort you now and always.
Melissa

Ian said...

My condolences Sabine, stay strong, you are in Christie and my thoughts

Coco Bean said...

Sabine, my full heart is with you. I am in Toronto right now and Ian just let me know. As he said, you are in our thoughts. If I was there I would give you a big hug. Stay strong, you are one in a million.

That Girl Designs said...

thinking of you in this difficult time. peace be with you and your family.

My name is PJ. said...

Hi Sabine, I know you are away and that I left a comment on this post already, but it's a new day and I wanted to remind you that you're literally in my thoughts and prayers.

Tiina of LiviaConcept said...

i am so sorry for your lost sabine. lots of hugs

jen said...

I am so sorry, Sabine. I will pray for you and your family. May God grant you peace in this very difficult time.

The Cottage Cheese said...

Sabine, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. My heart absolutely breaks for you. It's so nice that you were able to spend so much time with him in his last days and weeks. I'm sure that was of great comfort to him. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Take all of the time away from the blog that you need, of course we all are with you in spirit. Please take care of yourself.

Much Love -- Marsi

Caroline at Caroline's Lost and Found said...

I am so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

My name is PJ. said...

Hi Sabine, I know you're still away, but I wanted you to know that I'm still keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

Brenda said...

I am so sorry to hear of your father's passing Sabine. Remember the wonderful things you shared with him, that helped me get through the passing of my own father.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

stacy di said...

I'm so so sorry to hear your news. I can't imagine what you must be feeling. You are in my thoughts...I wish you a safe trip, and peace for you and your family.

Kristin said...

Just wanted to day I'm still thinking about you and I hope you're ok!!

naphtali said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, Sabine. Deepest sympathies, comfort and peace to you and your family. Que Dieu te benisse.

...Mrs. Southern Bride... said...

Peace and Blessings to your family!

noblegnome said...

I am so sorry dear Sabine. I know the pain you're going through all too well and if I could give you a big hug for strength right now, I sure would. Keep all those good memories in your heart and mind always and he will never truly be gone.
Your friend Anna

My name is PJ. said...

Hi Sabine, I know you're still away and need private time with your family, but I just wanted you to know that you're still in my thoughts and prayers.

julia kirsten said...

many good thoughts to you and your family, i will be thinking of you my friend xoxo

Sabine, La Marquise des anges said...

thank you so much my sweet friends ... as i already said, your kindness and your support is like a healing balm on my broken heart ... I will know take some time to answer you individually ... I love you my friends .

Federica said...

Oh my God, I'm so sorry, please forgive me. In these days I've been so busy and I didn't saw this sad post. I'm really, really sorry. I know what you're feeling now, I lost my father 3 years ago...

Many hugs.

Art Fan Ako said...

I am sorry to hear your loss. My sincere sympathy to you and your family.

Kris said...

I am so sorry for your loss.

 
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